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My Name is Richard. And I’m Homeless: Part I

June 26th, 2008 by Celeste Fremon

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Richard had been a regular commenter
at WitnessLA since the site’s inception in March of 2007. (I’ll call him only by his first name here as his last name is for him to reveal. Regular readers will easily solve the riddle.) He migrated to WLA from my good pal Marc Cooper’s blog, where he’d been an intelligent and impassioned commenter for several years.

In the course of the ongoing online public conversation I—we-–learned that in the past Richard had taught English—or maybe it was English composition—at the University of Southern California. We also learned he was very well-educated and that he seemed to have an impressive amount of knowledge of the law, so much so that whenever I would post about some particularly vexing legal issue, several commenters would usually call for Richard to weigh in.

As with other online communities,
the world of blogs has opened up an unusual kind of fellowship. After months and sometimes years of digital exchange—-ranging in nature from the usual fractious political colloquy to days-long discussions about which strange Christmas recordings might belong on this year’s ultimate top-ten holiday song list—-we come to know people, or we believe we do, without ever having laid eyes on them or having heard the sound of their voices. We also come to care about those with whom we share these electronic meeting halls, our new-fangled public squares.

And so it was with Richard.

As blog mistress I get to look behind the wizard’s curtain.
In so doing, I noticed that Richard lived in Orange County and that he posted from the Newport Beach Public Library. Knowing him to be ultraliterate, I wondered if he was working as a librarian. A couple of times, Richard disappeared for a week or two, and when he returned he briefly mentioned some health problems. But, he always turned up eventually and would comment with the same intellectual vigor.

In May, he disappeared again. When weeks and weeks went by without a sign of Richard or his comments, some of the other WLA regulars began to worry. I did too. Politically, Richard leans to the left. But even the conservative posters, like Woody, a commenter/sometimes blogger who had fought with Richard for years, at both my blog and Marc’s, expressed real concern. Several people had his email address and tried to reach him. But there was no reply.

I finally sent out my own shrilly anxious email
to the address I could capture from his posts.

A few days later, Richard answered. Here is what he wrote:


Thanks for the concern.
I think it’s time to come clean and explain why I’ve been off line for a time.

First of all I’ve spent three weeks in hospital with complications
from heart failure and diabetes. The later has affected my leg while the former required the implantation of a pacemaker. The rest of the treatments included antibiotics for the infected leg – caused by lymphedema (a swelling related to diabetes which leaks out lymphatic fluid and gets infected).

I should also tell you I am homeless.

Now let me tell you how I got into this state.
The fact is for the past two years I’ve been living on SSI—$870 a month —which doesn’t pay for much. I used to share a place, but the person moved so I moved into my car with occasional stops at local motels. But now my car is kaput and till I can cajole something from someone I’m on the street. At least Costa Mesa has decent weather and it’s not raining. Social workers are trying to help but since I’m so sick and only have SSI the assisted living places won’t take me. My guess is I’ll bounce back to the hospital before long. Well a lot of this is my doing I suppose but I noted after fifty, it was very hard to find work and now I couldn’t work even if I wanted to.

Stunned that someone whom I felt to be so incredibly bright, good-hearted, accomplished and likable, at least the online Richard I knew, could find himself in such dire circumstances, I asked Richard if he would write a little bit more about his situation and that, if he was willing, I would post it. He said he would endeavor to do so.

Right now I use the facilities at the OC Public Library (Newport Beach Library isn’t on a bus line so its hard to get to) and time is limited to an hour a day at each branch. My main concern now is some stable housing plus meals. Believe it or not its hard to even get to soup kitchens when a block’s walk is like running the marathon. Right now I’m at the first stage of Maslow’s hierarchy of needs—you know, survival. But I’ll try to write more soon.

Maybe Father Boyle could use an English instructor!

Yours in faith

Richard

PART II tomorrow

Posted in Homelessness, media, Public Health, Street Stories | 16 Comments »

16 Responses

  1. AC Says:

    How can we make a donation to him?

  2. Celeste Fremon Says:

    AC, I’m trying to work that out. Yesterday, I sent an email to ask him that very thing, but have yet to hear back. As you can see, communication is difficult. Richard was at the Motel 6 for a few days, but he’s run out of money again, so can’t afford it.

    I’ll post here the minute I hear, so check back. And thank you so much for asking.

  3. Randy Paul Says:

    Celeste,

    As you know I’ve known about this for some time now and have been racked by my sense of helplessness. I hope your post can bring some help.

  4. Woody Says:

    Richard must be commenting from a law library.

    To say the least, I was surprised and I hurt for Richard. I admire his courage to open himself to many of us who know him in a fashion.

    It’s not important for Richard to blame himself or for anyone to say what he should have done. What’s important is to fix the problem, for which we are willing to help…if he will vote against Obama. Okay, not really on that last part. I assume that Celeste is working on a process where many can pitch in and that she will let us know about it. Maybe a paypal account for Richard is a possibility, but I think that they do require a credit card.

    Richard’s situation has been known to his confidants, and I wonder if they have been helping him and others in need or just campaigning for laws to do that with other people’s money. With all the liberals in southern California, surely someone has a garage or basement apartment that could be put to use for his shelter. Surely someone has an extra car that sits around mostly unused. Perhaps, someone has a job that requires his brain (even though I wouldn’t completely trust the right hemisphere.) Fortunately, he seems to be getting medical care through the VA or some public facility.

    Finally, there are other resources in times of need–family primarily, the church, friends, etc. I suppose those avenues have not worked or ran their courses, but it’s always worth considering again.

    And, what’s this “even the conservative posters, like Woody” business? I am a compassionate conservative.

    I’m praying for you, Richard.

  5. "reg" Says:

    I’m stunned and hold Richard in the highest regard in light of the extreme circumstances he’s been confronting while allowing us the benefit of his intellect and insights.

  6. WBC Says:

    Celeste, maybe you can see if PEN can publicize this? There are many successful writers on our Board and membership rolls who might have a guest space and maybe use for an assistant?

  7. GM Roper Says:

    Celeste, how about opening a paypal account for Richard. I’ll kick in. A number of folk kicked in on my blog when I had lung cancer and the least I can do is return the favor. Besides, both the Woodster and I enjoy jousting with Richard.

    Richard, where ever you are, know that you are in my prayers.

  8. Celeste Fremon Says:

    Thanks, GM. I think Paypal requires a credit card. Trying to work out Western Union, which should do the trick. Waiting to hear back.

  9. richard locicero Says:

    Gee, so many nice comments. Feel like I’ve been eulogized and I ain’t even dead yet!

  10. Celeste Fremon Says:

    Oh, stop it. Now tell us how we can get help to you, damn it!

  11. WBC Says:

    Saw an add for a company called CareMore, which claims to have special plans for people with diabetes who have MediCare. All best, ric.

  12. Rebel Girl Says:

    I’m down here, not far from Costa Mesa – let me know how I can help, please.

  13. Randy Paul Says:

    Richard,

    Please read this comment on Beautiful Horizons. Don’t know if she’s a relative of yours, but thought I would point it out to you.

  14. Radomir Says:

    Is there anyone on the site that has actually done this?

  15. Website Says:

    Well said, finally a good report on this stuff

  16. really hurtin Says:

    i’ve been essentially homeless for 17 years, the details of which i can’t revel for another coupla months. yours is the first ca blog i stumbled across and it’s uncanny that you are so educated and such a hard worker like me. i have a terribly shocking story which i cannot yet tell on the blog. it’s something few american’s have lived thru who are not imprisoned. i’m so glad to meet you. i am significantly disabled, and things are so bleak. i’d like to follow your blog, i hope you’ll choose to follow mine. i’d like to get the hellouttaviolent maryland which is 10 degrees right now, my bedroom being too cold to sleep (yes, i am homeless, it’s complicated) glad to make your acquaintance. elana

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